Once again, exam period is just around of the corner! /cries/
I finally realized, i have the tendency to blog when i'm stressed out from all the studying.
This is a very useless post btw. LOL. but i shall wish all my friends who are having exams as well a freaking good luck! xD WE WILL PARTAYYYYYY AFTER ALL THESE BLOODY SHITS.
/flies away/
Monday, 8 August, 2011 - 8:15 PM
just because i can relate to this song
...a lot
Sunday, 10 July, 2011 - 3:59 PM
EXAM RESULTS ARE GONNA BE RELEASED WITHIN HOURS. volcano eruption feeling within.
Man, finals are just next week and i don't have to repeat a thousand times how amazing i am as a procrastinator. OTL
SOOOOOOOOOOO. I AM GOING TO WORK HARD AGAIN. I sure have the tendency to fail more subjects this time, judging from the fact that whatever that I'm trying to study now, isn't staying there in my brain.
I am honestly floating. I don't know if that's the right word either, cause it sounds stupid. But that's somehow how i'm feeling these past few days. Probably my soul is still wandering outside of my body.
I AM SO DEAD MEAT, i can assure you that. 4 subjects. 4 papers. I'm worried about Financial Management. that subject is pure hell. If i get a pass for that, fudge yeah, i'm treating my friends to a round of bubble teas. o(^_^)o
GO SOOK LING. try your best. even though i know your head's filled with a certain someone you saw on saturday night. well yea, he's been occupying your mind, but who could you blame right?
Maybe try placing him in your heart rather than your head la. It's more comfortable there. OTL
I don't even know what i'm saying already. It's just a lame excuse to blog so that i can laze around and not study for a while.
Okay. i should go.
Best of luck to all my peeps who are tackling exams now as well! I love y'all. after exams we shall spread our wings and drunk ourselves with bubble teas! :)
yes i'm obsessed with bubble teas lately. you should have noticed it by now.
right. so study hard!! Gambateh! Fighting! ♥
Sunday, 22 May, 2011 - 3:45 PM
this is turning into the wrong direction.
Thursday, 19 May, 2011 - 10:24 AM
i think my life is getting claimed by someone.
Tuesday, 10 May, 2011 - 2:25 PM
You fall. You get back up. And you try not to fall again.
It's a process.
But how many times do I need to repeat that to finally get it right?
Monday, 2 May, 2011 - 2:46 PM
Hmm, i think i can very much pronounce this blog dead.
My blogging mojo just doesn't want to come back. So i guess this is it.
Will be back blogging when my life gets more interesting! :)
Yes my life is very VERY dull now if you didn't already know.
But i might come back once a while to rant. If you know me in real life, you'll know i rant a lot. That's how I release my negative emotions. whee. ♥
This year had been filled with ups and downs. I've laughed, i've cried, i've tripped, i've failed and i've stood back up. Without anyone of you, i wouldn't have made it to the year end, feeling happy and satisfied. :)
Sometimes words are not enough to describe how thankful am i to have known each of you. My family. and my friends. I won't name anyone here but be sure that i remember all of you in my heart! Try me! :)
2011 i'll continue to strive hard. I'll be a better person. If i've ever done anything in the past to make y'all feel sad, i apologize and i promise to change for the better. ♥
I sincerely hope in 2011 and the many years ahead, we all havegood health, happiness and maybe good fortune? :D HAHA. Let's all work hard together!!
I LOVE YOU. 我爱你.Saya cinta padamu.Je t'aime.愛してるよ.Ti Amo.사랑해요! ♥
Friday, 24 December, 2010 - 11:51 PM
I think in life, when you truly love someone, be it your lover or your family or your best friend, you would really care about him or her. Every action from that person might affect you in a very large manner.
So when she starts losing herself on her own track, you'd feel scared, you'd be worried, you'd try your best to get her back fast on her own lane. even if it means getting yourself hurt in the process.
But when you have done everything you can and still there is not a tad bit sparks of improvement, you'd start feeling hopeless and would be on the edge of giving up.
However, because you love this person so much, it is almost worth it to stay silence and suffer all alone, rather to fight with her everyday. You would rather have a happy her than an emotionally relieved you.
she might never find out about how depressing you are, even if she did, she might not even care. she would think it's the consequences of your own actions and it has absolutely nothing to do with her.
But n the end, even if you have said, you have given all up, you wouldn't bother about this person anymore. Somehow, you will still find yourself holding on to just a little bit of hope, just a little bit of faith, just a little bit of luck. that, maybe, one day, it would all go back to the beginning.
everything will be back to normal and your emo days will be finally over.
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but before we have that kind of comfortable relationship back, i think i would still keep that distance between us. Maybe i'm still not ready in accepting the new you. maybe someday, maybe never, i don't know.
the only thing i can be sure of now, is, i am trying to protect myself. i don't want old wounds reopen. i want myself to be happy and healthy like i once used to be.
i think one thing that i'm really sad about is that you might never know how much hurt you have given me before. and the fact that i'm staying silence about everything just makes myself look more like a coward.
i'm not trying to avoid. i'm just giving my life a slower pace. what i need now is peace. and maybe soon, i'll be fine. :)
Wednesday, 8 December, 2010 - 8:50 PM
Somehow, i think i'm losing bits and bits of YOU day by day.
Everyone has to grow up one day.
The problem now is,
WILL YOU EVER?
:(
Saturday, 4 December, 2010 - 12:02 AM
It really makes me wonder what kind of planet are you from and how that little mind of yours roll? 'cause your opinions and your thoughts are just so ridiculous that you're starting to turn nauseating to me.
Thursday, 2 December, 2010 - 11:34 PM
hello. (:
surprisingly, i passed all 4 subjects.
I really do wonder sometimes, why luck is always on my side when it comes to results? my friends are always complaining that i lied because i obviously studied bla bla bla. The truth is i really didn't. I only read through lecture notes last minute during every single examination period.
I really feel guilty sometimes. I saw friends failling subjects even when most of them actually put in effort into studying gazillion times more than me. They pay attention in classes, they don't facebook during lectures, they actually write their own notes and they don't sleep.
So.. why am i the one passing the subject, not them?
I seriously sucked being a student. I don't study, i never did. All i ever do is procrastinate. I do homework at the eleventh hour, pass up assignments after the due time, go online nonstop if given the chance, i eat, i steal my friend's itouch during lectures, i space out whenever i'm in uni.
I am honestly exhausted at myself. why can't i ever be good just once?
This needs to change. and i'm serious when i say i will OWN next semester. I want to go overseas to study and i mean it. RESULTS MUST BE SOFA KING GOOD only am i allowed to go.
