surprisingly, i passed all 4 subjects.

I really do wonder sometimes, why luck is always on my side when it comes to results? my friends are always complaining that i lied because i obviously studied bla bla bla. The truth is i really didn't. I only read through lecture notes last minute during every single examination period.

I really feel guilty sometimes. I saw friends failling subjects even when most of them actually put in effort into studying gazillion times more than me. They pay attention in classes, they don't facebook during lectures, they actually write their own notes and they don't sleep.

So.. why am i the one passing the subject, not them?

I seriously sucked being a student. I don't study, i never did. All i ever do is procrastinate. I do homework at the eleventh hour, pass up assignments after the due time, go online nonstop if given the chance, i eat, i steal my friend's itouch during lectures, i space out whenever i'm in uni.

I am honestly exhausted at myself. why can't i ever be good just once?

This needs to change. and i'm serious when i say i will OWN next semester. I want to go overseas to study and i mean it. RESULTS MUST BE SOFA KING GOOD only am i allowed to go.

GO ME.